Tuesday, March 26, 2019

Collection of "Gifts"


Come, let me show my collection, my “gifts” that have been given to me over the years. Their sharpened edges, decorative hilts, all shapes and sizes. I keep them here on display, so that I will always remember.

This one is my oldest. It’s crude, and not very refined. It was hurriedly crafted and brutishly swung, but definitely accomplished what it was created to do. I was quite surprised when I received it. Even more surprised when I saw who it was from. There is really nothing like feeling that first blade, your first real blade. It is an emotion that stays with you.

Over the years, the blades improved. The handywork, craftsmanship, the complete design only becomes more and more intricate. It is enough to astound and awe. Look at some of these. They are almost intoxicating, aren’t they? Works of art. Some sharpened so fine it could split a hair. They deal a wound so fine that I only felt the searing sting long after I cut by them.

The masterpieces are the ones that bring the most surprise. Because they were created based on myself as the blueprint. A small piece of me that I believed to be inconsequential. But, I have now learned that nothing is inconsequential when crafting a weapon planned for a specific person. Absolutely everything is fair game. I had no idea how close others were watching. Those small flourishes, such attention to detail. A piece of me turned into beautiful destruction.

But yours, yours I can readily say was the most efficient. It was the one that expected the least. Even less than the first blade I ever received. I was completely unprepared for it and for you. Perfection, I must say. It has been the only knife that I have had to pull out of my heart.