Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Uncertain - Continued (more like discontinued, really)

So, it is odd how things work out sometimes. The day after I wrote my last blog, I got a call from a friend. She's someone that has known me for quite some time. We speak every now and again, but don't really spend much time together any more. Anyway, I get a call and she invites me out to hang with her around the city. It was unexpected, but I was jazzed to go. I really wasn't doing anything with my weekend anyway. Of course what she forgets to tell me is that she is meeting up with other friends who are already waiting for her. 

It's not that I don't like meeting new people, I'm just really out of practice and I feel uncomfortable initially. This usually leads to me to not speaking at all and being awkward. However, I must have been doing something right because the next thing I know, I'm being invited out to other parties and I'm making a social calendar. It was odd and great at the same time. That whole being alone thing wasn't there any more. It was a good feeling. I like it. Hopefully this happens more often. 


In other news, there will be no NaNoWriMo for me this year. There just isn't enough hours in the day. Just have way too much going on this year to make a concerted effort to create a story and then write it. It makes me sad, because I haven't missed in four years. But, priorities are priorities. I will pull my noveling machine out next year. Who knows, maybe I will actually do Script Frenzy instead.

So the pieces are slowly starting to come together. Still waiting. Life is still changing. But I feel better about it today.

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